Guilt

Hi!

Those who know us well know that the little girl turned one a few weeks back.

It is very surreal and real at the same time to realize that yep, we have a one year old.  I am a parent.  It took me some time to really digest that fact.  I still struggle with moments of selfishness and guilt.  For example, when I go online, I feel guilty because I am not 100% focused on her.  Sure, she is okay playing with her toys on her own (sometimes). Yet, I have this terrible guilt trip that I should not do stuff like surfing.

In a way, I shouldn't. I should Facebook less, for example. However, recently, I have discovered a lot of online Christian resources and videos. I think those I can enjoy a bit more.

I read in one Christian blog that guilt is actually a condition.  And really, guilt is not a product of faith but the lie of the enemy.

Very true.

Anyway, off I go now.  :)

Until next time. BTW, I am somehow active in Twitter again so go look me up if you want. ;-)

Cheers!